whats happening to everyone all around me ?? why has everyone got to do things tat makes ppl angry ... what is happening ??? i really hate this ... am i the cause of the problem?? is it all becos of me ?? why is it people all around me instead of other ppl ... i am willing to pay 10 years of my life juz to make everyone around me to be happy ... but does that works?? dun think so ... whats happening to me ?? anyone tell me ?? i got no idea what is happening now ... why has it got to be this way ... we grow so old juz to learn to hate people ?? why can't everyone juz treat everyone nicely ... no more hatred ... is that gonna happen to the people around me?? i had always liked what i hab ... now ?? what have it went to?? i seriously think i am the cause of tis problem ?? is it ?? am i ?? i dunno ... everyday i would juz fake a smile when i go out ... will anyone see thru the smile ... into the real person i am inside ?? i hab always hoped for people to get along wif each others ... but will it happen?? i am not stress or anything ... i am juz confused ... maybe i should just end my life juz to make ppl happy ?? i dunno ?? no idea already !!
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