other to meet up as much as we can ...
what happened now ?? what had happened to
our friendship ?? are we really busy or
are we just too lazy to even fork out the
time just for the sake of meeting up with
each other ?? i know our friendship bond
is really strong .. i know i can just
relax at 1 corner and know that our friendship
would last .. but why are we drifting ??
why is it that we aren't as close as we were
when we were in the same school ??
(i'm not sure if u guys feel the same way too)
Yes we have arrange quite alot of outing ..
our saturday soccer activity ... no more already ??
idk i stress already .. bye
her how much she meant to me, so i wrote down hoping
that someday ... one day she'll understand how much
she meant to me, knowing that this day would never
be someday close ... so till that day arrived, i'll
just fade away like how i always used to, blending in
with the crowd ... until the day you start noticing me agn
until the day u start seeing me as royce again .... so
till then, thanks .. thanks alot for being one of the most
important someone in my life ... thanks for being there
when i needed someone to entertain me ;D
i need to get drunk again !!! NOW NOW NOW !!!
thoughts are coming back up ... i gotta get drunk
and forget about stuff .. i need to drink till i drop ...
FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
They are the biggest group of shty people that
i love to bitch around with ... There were the friends
that helped me thur thick and thin and stuff ya' know??
knowing that i could always count on them whenever i'm
feeling useless ... (Y) !!!
1st:
IZO !!! LOLS !!! you're the one that reads people mind ...
most of my secrets have been found out by you .. even
befre i wanted to tell the whole group ... you're the one
that crap with me even thou ur're not in the mood !! LOLS !!
Yes i might get crazy sometimes .. but u always calm me down ...
and for that i love u iz .. i really do ....
2nd:
FIQ !!! YES U FIQ U !!!! LOLS !!! rmb those time we would walk
back together after soccer .. you'll pour ur problems to me and zim
and stuff .. i'll pour mine too !!! LOLS !! and we solved it together and
stuff !!! LOLS !!! mann i rlly miss those days ... Its great knowing ya'!!
3rd:
NIF !!! LOLS !!! you're my scolding mate !!! HAHAS !!! we'll scold each
other and stuff ... LOLS !! sometimes even getting mad with each other ...
and we forgave each other later on ... rmb our cck lrt thingy ??
the chair we would sit and missed tons of train just to share secrets with
each other ?? LOLS !!! the first time was when i had problems with my
ex-gf .. rmb that ?? LOLS !!! then after that was yours ... the same chair
the same place ... LOLS !!! we'll crap about it now and then !! :D:D
4th:
faz !! you're the one that keep stressing me out with stuff !! LOL !!!
you're always the kind one .. the one we always bully and don't say a word ..
i know deep down inside you're hurt i think ?? LOLS !! oh you're the same ...
i've told u secrets and you never once told anyone !! LOLS !!! (Y) !!!
5th:
ZIM !!! the one that i love punching .. LOLS !!! heys zim ...
quit smoking larh u ... LOLS !!!! okay skidding ... yes u've been a great great
friend ... for year 09 .. rmb times when i would talk to u about montone girl ??
LOLS !!! u'll get me stressed out and stuff ... LOLS !! saying stuff that really
doesn't link to her ... but never fails to cheer me up !!! thanks zim thanks alot !!!
6th :
LOLS VINCENTWONG !!!! my dota partner .. LOLS !!! bitch ... same thing ...
talk about girls he gave me advise and stuff ... but u never once told me about
yours !! LOLS !!! vin .. thanks for taking in all my scolding on dota and stuff ...
knowing that i'm just in a bad mood ... thanks arhs !!! your dota standard
improving sia!!!! I scared !!! LOLS !!!
7th :
MY KOREAN BITCH FRIEND !!! LOLS !!! ehh why go back korea siaaaa !!!
i miss u ya' know ?? LOLS !!! we 2 good friends date 2 girls that are good
friends too !!! LOLS !!! rmb ?? all our double dating .. LOLS !!! steve arh steve...
getting stressed together ... getting stressed over my smoking case ...
asking me to stop and stuff .. LOLS !!!
Secondly comes the next group of friends ... 
yeahhs !! 0908 ... they are also one of the biggest
piece of shit that rocked my world in year 09 ...
they're the group of people that get thoughts outta
my head and stuff ...
Jo:
HEYS !!!! LOLS !!! you're the one that drives basically
everyone crazy ... tatoo and stuff .. LOLS !!! you've made
school a nice place to go .. your sunshine smile just cheered
everyone up ... even in their darkest period .. thanks !! <3!!
Sarina :hahas !!! you're the one that i always drive mad ...
calling u my gf and stuff .. okay i'm just skidding arhs ...
LOLS !!! you're a great girl arhs !!!reminding us about work
and stuff !! LOLS !!! thanks !!!! <3!!>
Next comes 
both my sis ... yeahhs u girls rock my world...
never once failed to entertain me with all of
ur stuff at home ... Yes we had our fights ...
but we always ended up being nice to each
other in the end ... jas good luck for ur o's!!
and joey ... jump higher please !!! :D:D
and yes .. not forgetting u guys ...:D
DRY :D LOLS !!!
youwang: hahas!!!! AHZUI!!!! great ...
you're like one of the greatest guy on earth !!
yes you may act like you know nothing ...
but i know deep down inside you are a
effing smart person ... you know everything
but doesn't show ya' know ?? ... You talked
me out of sooo much stuff ... and yes we taught
you bad stuff too ... you're a heck of a good guy ...
yes i may get upset with u and stuff .. getting angry
with u and stuff ya' know ?? but you never showed
it back to me .. you'll apologize to me even thou i'm
wrong ... you'll find a way to make up for stuff ...
stay that way yw .. stay tat way ... :D:D i love you
that way :D:D
Desmondaw: HEYS !!! ur're like the one we made
fun of in our group .. and you don't really care ya'know ...
you know everything that happened to me ...
you're always the one that talked to me first ...
we're always in the same situation and stuff ....
you always know which is that girl that drives me mad ...
you'll then find time to talk to me ... yes we've been
complaining about you drifting away from us ...
maybe its becos ur're stress over ur things and stuff...
but whenever you're with us ... mood brightens ...
we do crazy stuff ... dancing on stage and stuff ... LOLS !!!
getting drunk together and stuff ... !!! great ...
The whole group:
hahas you're the only closest group i have from primary school !!
6-7 years already ?? LOLS !!! yeahhs rmb those time ??
we used to have jon,weixiang and wenluo and stuff ??
looks like they've drifted too far away ...
love you guys !!
WAHHH FAGGG !!! its taking me 100000 years to thanks all .. LOLS !!!
SUPER STRESS !! okay continue:D
Weeping :
LOLS !! okay don;t have ur picture .. sorry !! LOLS !!! yeahhs
we're like friends from sec 1 and 2 ... when we became sec 3-4 ...
we ain't really close .. but when 2009 steps in ... we talked agn ..
LOLS !! and ur're a really nice guy ... thanks for skyping me
whenever i'm bored .. LOLS !! THANKS !!!<333>
hope that it was a reality... you calling me up,
chatting on the phone with me again, telling
me that there's smth wrong between us, i'll
tell u to forget about now and go back into the past,
the time where we would chat about anystuff...
It all seems real in my dream... we could talk
on the phone for hrs and stuff ... Its like we're
in love again ... nothing seems to be stopping us
then, everything was too perfect that i knew it
couldn't happen to me ... so i slapped myself,
forcing myself to wake up, know that by doing
this, i would be able to face reality... so my eyes
slowly but un-willingly opened ... every time
it moves, i wanted to go back into the dream
again, knowing that that is the place where my
i have always hoped to be in... I took up my
courage, force my both eyes to open...
and now, i'm alone,wide awake in my room,
i decided to log on into facebook to look at you,
knowing that that is the place where i can only
see you..
People always say that dream and reality, they
ain't the same ... They are opposite of each other...
as for this dream of mine, i really wished that the
saying isn't true... i really wished that someday,
we would return to the good old days...
KJ,this is all about you... I really hoped that you'll
read this and know how much i've fallen for you
hoping that one day... just 1 day u'll call up,
or even sms up asking me how am i and stuff...
Its been a hell lot of stress without you... I can't
help but dream about you all day... hoping that 1 day,
something nice would happen...
i love you....
childish
that you are hidding from ... If thats the
truth, then i rather you come out and i'll
do the hidding .. I have no idea if u would
ever read this or not ... but if its me you're
hidding from, just come on out ... I promise
you this that if you tell me i'm the one you;re
hidding away from, i would just vanish ...
I promised never to appear infront of u anymore...
I wouldn't even ask you for ur help anymore ...
This i can promise you ... Don't want to see me
online ?? so you wouldn't chat with me ??
i'll appear offline when you come on ... Is that
all enough for you ?? okay enough of these emo
shit ... i'll go for a drink and then off to sleep ...
Labels: I'll be fine, isn't that what you wished i would say ?
and i will still love you till the day i die
Labels: she's my 1 and only
looks like i've wrongly accu you ...
I'm sorry... i'm just too rash ...
saying stuff that i don't meant ...
this isn't smth i would ask you to forgive ..
but to understand that i don't meant those
things i said ...
I'm not asking for you to give me a second chance
knowing that i've let you down again and again ...
knowing that i've become a reason for most
of your stress-ness ...
vid says it all
after all that i've done it just goes to show 1 thing...
You always thought that it was some kind of joke..
Joke that you would laugh about everytime ....
After so much that i;ve done ... after all those fking
piece of shit that i've done to u ... You made a fking
joke out of it ... damn u mofo shit .... Those time i
stayed up late even thou i was feeling sick just
doesn't help to improve things between us anyway ...
I tot i made a right choice falling in love with you ...
But seems like life is just full of regreats ...
I've made a wrong step right in the first round when
we even started talking ...
as a friend once said:"
Its better not knowing so much than knowing it all ...
Things changed when you started knowing the facts
about stuff you never wished to know...
"
!!!
how i wished i could tell you how much i like you
those night i stayed up just talking to you ...
those hints that i threw at you while we were chatting...
Did you realised it all ?? After oh so long haven you
felt anything ?? Now i realised i've changed ....
Realised i can't cheer you up whenever you're feeling
down ... All those things i'm trying to do .. They never
cheer you up anymore ...
what will i be posting about but here goes nothing :S
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OKAY BEST !!! i have no idea wtf am i talking about ....
i am just high on drugs :S !!! (Y) !!! takecare
jadslabsdkbasldbasbdkasdkasdbklasbd!!!!!
AHBLEHHHHBLEHHBLAG !!!!! wtf
faggot shit face arsehole .... i am sexy and i freaking love it !!!
for all fags out there ... i am single and avali !!!! WOOOOOOTTTTSSS !!!!
BITCHES sexy asses ..... wtf am i doing ....
byeee i shall go sleep :D !!! BYEEEEE bitches!!
