Monday, September 29, 2008
close your eyes and please don't let me go (:
Sunday, September 28, 2008
looks like it would be the end of my secondary school life ... it has been 4 years in tis school .. i've learn quite alot of things .. i've found friends tat i really trusted .. friends that i could share my sorrow with .. been in relationship .. hurt and healed ... its all stepping stones to grow up .. i've all done it during these 4 years in the school .. i've been scolded by teachers, fought with friends (vincent :)) hahas yeah and we are still the best of friends (: .. get caught doing wrong things .. changed, do crazy kinda stuff with ted .. get real friends tat understands me ( iz,fiq,nif,faz) (: .. they are all from my secondary school .. we learn together and do stuff together ... we have been thru up and down together as one .. looking back .. i was like a innocent small little royce when i entered twss ... i didn't noe much things .. but after i came into this school, i started learning things .. started to know about wad stuff mix with wad to get you wad .. started falling in love and stuff like tat .. started to found the kind of songs tat i love to listen to .. and YES THANKS TO YOU GUYS ( iz, faz, fiq and vin) u guys showed me wad kinda song i like .. you guys intro me songs tat i never once liked but i LOVE THEM NOW !!! hahas .. okays looks like tat are all i got to say about my sec sch life .. and yes i got lot of friends in the school .. and yes all are impt .. wee siong, zhi gang .. they are my friends for 4 years .. hahas and lots more .. shall post more tmr yeahs (: .. needa bath .. hahas .. takecares people (:
hahas i am back again .. geez .. didn't post for such a long time as i am busy .. hahas .. okays i've been thinking for these few days ... alien am i treating you badly ?? i'm really sorry yeahs (: ... you're still in my heart (: .. hahas juz tat these few days things are going juz wrong wrong and wrong ... been doing wrong things over and over again .. what have i done to deserve all these ?? am i born to be like tat ?? i dunno .. but i would juz wait till the darkness truns to light .. so all my problems would be solved ...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
am i asking too much ?? am i hurting you ?? i'm really sorry .. i didn't noe tis would end up like tis .. i would say i am in the wrong .. but i am not the only one .. you lied to me too .. i can say tat wad i did was really too much .. but wad am i suppose to do ?? things are not what you think it is .. what you wanted me to do ?? did u noe how much it hurt when i found out you lied to me ?? i'm not those kinda petty person (: so yeahhs tats all i wanna say (:
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i'm seriously getting pissed off already ... you think you are prefect ?? with that face of yours ?? u dun like me i dun even like you ... calling people names behind their back .. thinking that whatever u did is correct ?? me being a nice guy i didn't shout at you .. but please do not test me .. you would seriously dun like it .. you're nothing to me ... what can you do ?? cry ?? hahas big f ? ? u dun like me becos of my attitude then why care about me ?? i didn't even did anything to you .. now giving me those fuck face .. knn pcb ... there are lot of much better looking people than u larhs .. tis type of f face .. go out 100% kena bash up one ... and if that really happened , i would seriously laugh-ed my arse off man !! i'm juz thinking ... if u really get bashed .. hahas who would u call ?? i dun think u have anyone ... with your fucktard attitude .. eh come on larhs .. have a life please ?? you think if u have a few more dollars more then me you are greater than me ?? please larhs .. in teck whye lim pei bigger than you larhs .. you are nothing okays .. you are juz a small ant .. nothing to me .. even thou i dare say i ain't a big fuck in teck whye ... but at least i ain't like you .. talking behind ppl's back right ?? i dare to even go forward to them and talk to them .. telling them about what i dun like ... and yes i ain't big in teck whye .. there are lots of people tat are bigger so what .. i am small yes .. no gang no nothing .. but what about you ?? NOTHING ! at least i got ppl look after ... what abt you ?? NO ONE ! .. so dun ever come talk fuck with me .. i will seriously get pissed off .. and you would really dun like it .. i SWEAR !!!
Monday, September 22, 2008
okays .. looks like i am here to post again .. didn't post these few days as i am kinda busy with all those dota games i was playing (: .. hahas .. so yeahs ... back here again ... today was kinda freaky ... some photo taking thingy .. we waited for 1hr ++ until we are able to have our photo taken ... hahas .. so anyway i think i look kinda stupid ... LoLs (: .. after tat was chem .. was quite sad with my results .. but let bygones be bygones ... when u lose smth it can never be found .. once u lose it .. u would never win ... but that doesn't mean i am gonna gib up ... (: .. okays after tat phy .. did some paper .. after paper doing , was recess .. zim did some break dancing for us .. we were laughing our arse off (: .. hahas .. after tat clb ... didn't do alot of things .. juz reading news paper .. after tat macs with ted .. did smth super retarded ... hahas my super retarded friend (: .. anw after tat went to the toilet with ted .. thats where i let all my sorrow out .. all those unhappy things .. all those sorrow .. i finally let it all out ( : keep thinking wad was i doing then (: .. then clb oral .. meet some super cool friends .. okays firstly i met my pri sch mate eddy ... hahas but nooo eunice and gang juz dun believe me =.= ... after tat ted, eunice and gang were gone .. so decided to interact with people frm other school .. unity was my 1st choice as they looked quite friendly .. hahas .. was like joking with them ... not bad huh ?? hahas then was chatting with them after exam .. went home with 1 of them as he stayed near my house .. hahas .. were craping all the way ... they said when they first look at me .. they knew i was a joker type of person ): .. i tot i was serious .. hahas .. nvm joker is cool too (: .. WHY SO SAD ?? WHY SO SAD (: ... hahas i am evil (: .. after tat went to meet my brother gerald .. hahas .. crap larhs .. did smth stupid .. GAG !!! woots ... free kitkat (: .. GAG is fun (: esp with me around (: ... hahas .. shh dun tell ppl i am playing GAG ... after tat walked home and decided to sleep b4 coming on9 .. i am super SIAN today .. hahas .. with all those talking in school .. meeting up wif cool friends and chattin with them .. made me feel tired .. so went of a short nap ... ps: i juz found out i am still dreaming of you .. i juz dun understand why ?? is my heart still with you ?? doubt so ... i dunno maybe its juz illusion .. me and you will never work out ... didn't noe wad i was thinking at that point of time .. i saw that coming but i didn't give up ... i tot things would change as time passes .. now looks like you are better off without me .. and i would also be better off without you ... maybe i really shuldn't think so much .. its juz a path that happened to crossed each other .. its time for me to forget abt the past and look forward .. alien would you do what had been done to me ?? would the path that we are walking be separated ?? i can never loose you .. i swear ... i can't let you go right now (: .. everday seems like a year to me .. time files when i am with you (: .. byee people (:
Thursday, September 18, 2008
okays guys .. those who juz recieve their paper and did badly .. dun worry !!
okays .. this post is out to those who decided to quit studying now or are very depress of the marks u guys recieved during the prelim ...
Look at the finishing line .. It isn't far .. You know it yourself that you would end up there .. life is like a race ... we have to do lots of lap .. the 1st lap was the psle ... and yes you guys crossed that point ... you pass the psle ... next lap was during the sec 2 .. you crossed it again .. you are heading for the last one ... ever time u pass the lap .. you would have a aim on whats your next lap timing ... its same as life .. you crossed lap 1 which is the psle ... after tat u decided what school you wanted to go to .. after tat its the sec 2 exam .. yes u passed that again ... and you have decided to go deeper .. choose what subjects you wanted to take for the last lap ... okays so your last lap started last year ... you are working towards your goal .. and yes .. there are troubles here and there .. people get jealous that you ran too fast thats why they trip you or do stuff like these ... but are you gonna let all the end the aim you always wanted ?? okays esp now .. you have already seen the finish line .. its soo close .. but why ?? why give up now ?? .. you still have to finish the race .. do you want to give up now ?? and hear people calling you a loser ?? finish it no matter what .. never leave anything undone ... thats wad i always tell myself .. okays so what i have to tell u guys is .. yes i noe we may fall sometime in life .. but we have to learn to pick ourself up and finish off the race .. never giving up on hopes (:
okays .. this post is out to those who decided to quit studying now or are very depress of the marks u guys recieved during the prelim ...Look at the finishing line .. It isn't far .. You know it yourself that you would end up there .. life is like a race ... we have to do lots of lap .. the 1st lap was the psle ... and yes you guys crossed that point ... you pass the psle ... next lap was during the sec 2 .. you crossed it again .. you are heading for the last one ... ever time u pass the lap .. you would have a aim on whats your next lap timing ... its same as life .. you crossed lap 1 which is the psle ... after tat u decided what school you wanted to go to .. after tat its the sec 2 exam .. yes u passed that again ... and you have decided to go deeper .. choose what subjects you wanted to take for the last lap ... okays so your last lap started last year ... you are working towards your goal .. and yes .. there are troubles here and there .. people get jealous that you ran too fast thats why they trip you or do stuff like these ... but are you gonna let all the end the aim you always wanted ?? okays esp now .. you have already seen the finish line .. its soo close .. but why ?? why give up now ?? .. you still have to finish the race .. do you want to give up now ?? and hear people calling you a loser ?? finish it no matter what .. never leave anything undone ... thats wad i always tell myself .. okays so what i have to tell u guys is .. yes i noe we may fall sometime in life .. but we have to learn to pick ourself up and finish off the race .. never giving up on hopes (:
okays .. finally last paper over .. even thou i still have the o lvl .. but prelims are over .. so today decided to take a break .. having a kit kat .. hahas .. nvm .. anw after exams .. i decided to go home and have a nap .. was super tired .. after tat woke up and it was like 5 ?? hahas .. played some stupid game with nif ... after tat dota with my sis friends .. 2 v 2 .. hahas i did the owning .. blehs !!! they all underlvl .. blehs !! U CAN NEVER STOP ME !!! neahs .. nice game guys (: .. after tat went down to tw to find nif,faz,iz,fiq .. hahas ... we played YUGIOH !!! was using iz's deck .. the warrior thingy .. i was being trashed in all games .. sorry iz .. i let your deck down ): ... hahas .. after tat walked nif home and bus-ed home .. sorry alien for not meeting you today ... ): .. i miss you too yeahs (: .. okays so after tat reached home like around 11.00 ?? hahas .. decided to rest and sleep at 2 today ... hahas .. so yeahs no one is suppose to piss me off tmr or else you really get it from me .. never mess with a sleepy royce (: .. hahas takeares people (:
Monday, September 15, 2008
Heys those who are spamming my sister's blog .. you think its super cute to spam ?? OOH ... hahas messing with people on9 instead of real life ?? acting big ONLINE ?? wow .. i'm impressed ... saying i am outnumbered ?? ooh do u noe who are u messing with ?? u think i am scared becos i am outnumbered ?? ooh using people to come settle things with me ?? hahas .. eh dun be stupid and use people .. you guys wanna settle juz settle things 1 to 1 .. but then hahas .. if u want call ppl down .. i'm fine with it yeahs (: they would juz see me whack ur ass up ... hahas no biggie ... so yeahs anyway .. if u guys want to settle things outside i'm fine .. juz gimme a call yeahs (: .. hahas i would be waiting ... then we could like say a time and place ... i'm free anytime (: .. hahas juz no school days ... i need to study (: .. hahas .. it would be so much better for u guys to come somewhere near here .. so i dun hab to travel so much (: ... hahas .. anw there is no point acting big overhere .. saying those bad words .. hahas they are meant for childish people .. maybe u are .. hahas .. but yeahs .. no point calling people dogs as only a dog would noe hw a dog looks like ... therefore proven that u guys are the dogs (: ... so yeahs anyway ... dun play with the word dogs .. dogs are cute okays (: .. and all i can say is that tat fellow jasminisanangel .. hahas .. i got to thank you for saying tat my sis is an angel .. and tat passerby .. hahas .. have more courage and write ur name out ... hahas .. and all those pies (: cute name (: i'm hungry too (: bubbletea .. omg i am thirsty .. juz nice for me to drink (: .. hahas ... then there is some wad applepie supporter ?? .. hahas .. dun b stupid larhs .. wad supporter ?? .. hahas u think some mtv move star ?? hahas childish people (:... SMILES (:
Sunday, September 14, 2008
okays heres the BIG question for today
Is looks important to a person ?? if that person looks like a gangster does that means he is ?? ask urself .. do u accept your friends to change ?? what happen if u once have a friend who dress like a normal guy but suddenly he changed due to some things .. what would u do ?? ignore him ?? is that what you would do ?? in this world does it means that people that dress like a gangster are always gangster .. people have piercing means they are gangster ?? people who sniff glue are gangster ?? i dunno ... is that true ?? .. to me a look doesn't prove that person's attitude .. but yeahs .. i dare say that some people who dress like a gangster i may not like .. but i swear i would not ignore him .. i would still treat him as my good friend .. even thou he looks retarded with his outfit ... but what about you ?? some people juz simply ignore ... you noe how much hurt the person feel ?? nope .. but does it ever matter to you ?? dun think so ... hahas ... but yeahs to me ignoring isn't the best choice of act .. it means that you would juz loose another friend ... hahas .. (:
Is looks important to a person ?? if that person looks like a gangster does that means he is ?? ask urself .. do u accept your friends to change ?? what happen if u once have a friend who dress like a normal guy but suddenly he changed due to some things .. what would u do ?? ignore him ?? is that what you would do ?? in this world does it means that people that dress like a gangster are always gangster .. people have piercing means they are gangster ?? people who sniff glue are gangster ?? i dunno ... is that true ?? .. to me a look doesn't prove that person's attitude .. but yeahs .. i dare say that some people who dress like a gangster i may not like .. but i swear i would not ignore him .. i would still treat him as my good friend .. even thou he looks retarded with his outfit ... but what about you ?? some people juz simply ignore ... you noe how much hurt the person feel ?? nope .. but does it ever matter to you ?? dun think so ... hahas ... but yeahs to me ignoring isn't the best choice of act .. it means that you would juz loose another friend ... hahas .. (:
my lips piercing (:
my ear piercing (:
my bleach hair (:
long hair (:
people to slack with after exam (;
change everything about me
have girl by my side forever (:
looks like thats all (:
my ear piercing (:
my bleach hair (:
long hair (:
people to slack with after exam (;
change everything about me
have girl by my side forever (:
looks like thats all (:
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
it all started off with social studies ... the paper was given out ... everything was alright except me .. i had tis feeling ... i got a feeling that i was so going to fail tis paper ... i started doing it .. OMG !! all the questions .. they were things that i was lazy to remember .. they were things that i hate .. why are they coming out i asked myself .. i tried to think of the answers but they were in the corner of my head ... refusing to come out ... so i took out my pen and wrote words that i THINK was the answer ... after it was break ... decided to relax abit and started chatting with my brothers and friends ... after tat emaths ... again i was afraid .. i hope the paper didn't have to be so diff .. i started off flipping thru the pages .. it was alrite i guess .. so i started doing it .. my paced of doing increases ... i dunno why .. but yeahs finished and had like 35 minutes of rest .. hahas .. I GO THRU THE PAPER TOO !!! hahas .. so after the exam .. wanted to meet girl ... but then ... hahas i'm so sorry girl ... next time yeahs (: .. hahas i'm juz busy ... i had to cut my hair too and yeahs i love u too girl (: ... so yeahs after tat went to cut my hair ... craps my sisters say it doesn;t look like i have cut ... hahas nvm who cares (: at least i noe i cut it .. hahas ...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
okays today maths was alright at first but after a tiring 324000 seconds, i became restless ... i tried my best to go back to the feel but it wasn't there.. i was scared .. the clock was on going .. tick tock tick tock .. but i wasn't moving .. things weren't suppose to end up like tis .. but ... it was god's will .. so decided to rest for the last half an hour .. i didn't noe why .. but yeah i started resting ... so after finishing the questions .. decided to go home .. yeahs but after tat went to do tis super cool thing wif iz faz and hir .. hahas even thou hir didn't follow us .. hahas 3 ROUNDS !!! cool !! hahas .. after tat lot1 .. saw fatin .. hahas .. looks like she is planning to get a new phone .. hahas rich girl ... so yeah said hi to her .. and then after tat decided to walk home .. wanted to meet steve but he was on a rush so yeahs .. i wan ps-ed .. hahas .. after 30 minutes of walk .. i FINALLY reached plaza !! woots .. hahas .. decided to go in plaza to get some air-con b4 gg home .. hahas .. met joleen outside plaza .. hahas .. and yeah said hi to her .. hahas .. then after tat walked thru plaza and then back home .. rested for some time and then off to meet niko and joel .. hahas then niko had to go for his mma lesson .. me and joel bus-ed down to timah to lan .. hahas .. i totally ownt them larhs .. craps gang me only .. hahas .. we ownt tis group of noobs in cs . hahas .. got spongebob (joel) and patrick(royce) around comfirm ownt one .. hahas .. after tat was pool .. hahas .. i kena trashed by joel cos i shoot in wrong hole 2 time !!! craps !! hahas .. yeahs so after tat bus-ed home and then went for dinner wif niko at 9.15 .. yeahs tats all .. nights people :) cares (:
Friday, September 5, 2008
05 step
hahas .. today nif and fatin came to my house just to charge the psp .. hahas .. okay they came and we had lots of fun .. hahas fatin fond her childhood in my house .. hahas .. after tat dota wif nif .. i watched him play 1 game .. hahas .. feed till like tis say nv feed .. hahas .. nvm after tat we started chatting .. i started with a topic .. it is shuld a guy listen to a girl if tat girl is his girlfriend ?? for me i dun think we shuld .. cos i have tried it before .. all my relationship i always do what the girl wanted but wad happened in the end ?? it all ended .. what i think is tat all guys shuld hab his own attitude and not listen and do whatever a girl ask u to do .. serious .. if u 2 marry the guy would be the man of the house .. so the man shuld not listen to the girl instead, the girl shuld listen to the guy ^.^ dun u think so ??
hahas .. today nif and fatin came to my house just to charge the psp .. hahas .. okay they came and we had lots of fun .. hahas fatin fond her childhood in my house .. hahas .. after tat dota wif nif .. i watched him play 1 game .. hahas .. feed till like tis say nv feed .. hahas .. nvm after tat we started chatting .. i started with a topic .. it is shuld a guy listen to a girl if tat girl is his girlfriend ?? for me i dun think we shuld .. cos i have tried it before .. all my relationship i always do what the girl wanted but wad happened in the end ?? it all ended .. what i think is tat all guys shuld hab his own attitude and not listen and do whatever a girl ask u to do .. serious .. if u 2 marry the guy would be the man of the house .. so the man shuld not listen to the girl instead, the girl shuld listen to the guy ^.^ dun u think so ??
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
omg !! i woke up late tis morning .. suppose to reach sch at 7.30 and guess wad time i woke up ??
7.30 ~~ WTH !!! hahas so rushed to school .. reached school at 7.45 ?? hahas but the thingy started off late .. wth larhs !! hahas .. okay nvm .. so took the prac exam .. dunno if i can do well or nt .. hahas .. crap!! i seriously think i shuld really wake up early everyday so this will never happen again .. hahas .. okays .. so after tat went back home .. i slept for awhile as i do not have enuff sleep .. hahas .. after tat went out wif TAN MING XIAN !! hahas .. slacking around south view .. for awhile .. decided to play basketball .. hahas .. okay not bad .. after tat 5 v 5 game .. full court .. i was like playing .. hahas so start ball i took the ball and run .. after tat my leg dunno wad happened .. hahas dunno how to explain but yeahs it is painful .. so it is like super retarded larhs .. i never play for more than 5 minutes muz go out rest .. hahas .. but in the end i came back in .. trashed the oppo team .. hahas .. go roycey go !! hahas .. after tat bus-ed home and sleep .. i seriously can't walk now .. crap my leg is freaking pain .. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME !!! arghh .. hahas .. takecares people :)
7.30 ~~ WTH !!! hahas so rushed to school .. reached school at 7.45 ?? hahas but the thingy started off late .. wth larhs !! hahas .. okay nvm .. so took the prac exam .. dunno if i can do well or nt .. hahas .. crap!! i seriously think i shuld really wake up early everyday so this will never happen again .. hahas .. okays .. so after tat went back home .. i slept for awhile as i do not have enuff sleep .. hahas .. after tat went out wif TAN MING XIAN !! hahas .. slacking around south view .. for awhile .. decided to play basketball .. hahas .. okay not bad .. after tat 5 v 5 game .. full court .. i was like playing .. hahas so start ball i took the ball and run .. after tat my leg dunno wad happened .. hahas dunno how to explain but yeahs it is painful .. so it is like super retarded larhs .. i never play for more than 5 minutes muz go out rest .. hahas .. but in the end i came back in .. trashed the oppo team .. hahas .. go roycey go !! hahas .. after tat bus-ed home and sleep .. i seriously can't walk now .. crap my leg is freaking pain .. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME !!! arghh .. hahas .. takecares people :)
