okays today school its like hatred everywhere ... i really didn't noe wad to do .. u guys are stress me too .. why can't juz everyone juz let each other ?? okays fiz to my bro nif .. i understand how u feel ... but no matter wad happen .. we antonian do not want to leave you .. we still regard you as one of us .. the antonians .. okays now next to the class .. i really think we shuldn't blame nif .. we all have our own prob and we solve it differently ... so yeahs juz gib my bro sometime yeahs ?? okays anw shall not talk about tis ... today teachers' day celebration is juz BORING !!! can't believe tis larhs .. almost slept in the hall but yeah luckily gt vin there to talk to :) .. after tat went back to class .. decided not to anti myself frm the class anymore .. antonian i am really sorry for wad i've become the last few weeks ... i really didn't noe wad was i doing ... hope u guys still accept me as an antonian ... hahas .. okays to all teachers HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !!! hahas .. okays today had fun wif lots of my teachers .. hahas esp SUTOPO !!! hahas he is juz super lame larhs ... hahas ... okays shall go off now ... thxs antonian for the fun we had during the celebration today yeahs :) hahas ... esp faz .. nice story yeahs :)) hahas

hahas .. today .. juz freaking crazy .. did lots of crazy things :) .. okays firz the whole day started off with maths .. and it ended up wif maths too .. gonna tell u wad happened in the end .. but firz .. maths was fun fun and more fun !! gettin to love maths ... no idea why :) .. but yeah anyway ... after tat bio .. hmm okay ... after tat english .. crazy crazy arhs ... eat apple in class and stuff .. hahas .. okays ... after tat recess ... was talking to my boyfriend :) .. hahas he is super angry arhs ... boyfriend dun b angry yeahs :) .. i will be here for u :) hahas okays .. after tat was time prac .. hahas eng paper 2 .. seriously no idea wad the passage was talking abt .. so nvm yeahs :) juz anyhow do .. hope for the better :) .. after tat ss .. crap larhs i was separated frm my friends .. but nvm arhs .. ahas... after tat geog .. was okay .. hahas then went down .. wanted to eat but didn't noe wad to eat .. so waited and waited .. waited till everyone wanna go then i decided to eat .. hahas so poor vincent had to wait for me ... thxs vincent :) u are a true friend .. actually so is izkandar and zim .. met them outside .. wonder if they were waiting for me or nt .. but yeahs since i saw them i take it as it is .. good friends :) hahas .. after tat decided to come back school to study at 6 .. vin and zim came along too as we are studying maths and vin and zim are taking the same sub .. we are not selfish .. we are improving together .. okays so after tat came back to school .. alot of problems .. but yeah all solved ... didn't noe we were such a trouble .. but yeahs thxs to those caring teacher tat allow us to stay back :) .. hahas yeahs so after studying for like 1 hr .. we started crapping .. tried to concentrate but yeahs can't .. so decided to join in the fun ... all good things have to come to an end .. so have to go home at 9 ... so we packed our things and went back .. hahas yeahs as i had mention i ended today wif maths becos the last sub i did was maths .. :) geez !!!

okays today i didn't have the mood to do anything in school today .. i am juz plain sleepy .. had only 4 hours of sleep the previous day ... super pissed of wif some people ... if u think u are really tat great .. prove it arhs .. dun need to talk behind the back .. people who talk behind the back are juz coward ... dun need gimme those kinda fuck face ... u dun like me i dun like u too ... do u think u look super cool wif ur fk face ?? think again arhs ... wif those kinda fkface and those kinda of fkup attitude ... think twice ... if i had enuff u would really get it frm me ... fuck face ! .. sorry readers for those vulgar words .. i am juz super pissed of already .. i already had enuff ... takecare all :)

okays today i got nothing nice to write .. hahas .. was looking thru my songs ... came across tis song tat i find it super nice ... i find it not a bad song so i decided to post it up on my blog yeahs ?? hope u enjoy it :)

enjoy ^^

okays today first i woke up .. hahas after tat tuition ... was cool !! hahas tuition is always cool .. so after tat decided to walk back home instead of taking the bus as i juz wanna to have some time for me to think about life .. yeahs .. so wad i did on the way home was juz thinking abt wad i am going to do later .. hahas .. after tat rested at home ... 2.30 went jp wif my sisters .. hahas ... stupid woman wan buy file go so far buy .. but since being a very nice brother i decided to go there wif her .. hahas .. okays .. so after tat back home to eat my steamboat dinner ... hahas .. looks like tats all for today ... hahas anw JASMIN SUCKS !!! blehs !!! okays juz 1 phrase that i think is cool :

Love starts with a smile ...
Grows with a kiss ....
Ends with tears ...

heres a pic i took today :)

Hellos ^^
Brothers
We are no more studying >.<

The pictures talks about everything today .. curiosity kill ROYCE !!! i juz feel super stupid ... why why why .. i am juz too stupid to believe things tat would never happen !! Happiness is never to me .. DEAD!

hahas today was cool !! hahas ... firstly maths .. hahas some a maths test .. hmm i dun even noe how to do ... HOW HOW HOW !!! i will work harder !! anw after tat english was cool .. hahas ... then recess ... went down to have my lunch .. hahas after tat chem .. have test .. hmm i THINK i could do it ... but who knows ?? i am juz waiting for the paper to come back ^^ .. hahas after tat clb .. 33/40 .. hahas not bad for me alr .. hahas after tat went to slack b4 gg up for my english thingy ... hahas tat teacher was COOL !!! cool as in seriously cool .. hahas joked alot ... hahas .. i really wished he was our ss teacher or eng .. but neahs tat could never happen .. hahas ... after tat was like 4++ so yeahs slacked in class .. decided to go home at first ... but after slacking in canteen for sometime .. went for self studies .. hahas ... today mr tan and ng was there .. hahas .. so yeahs decided to do phy for today .. hahas .. questioned my bros abt some question as i am lousy in phy .. yeahs my doubts are cleared .. so after tat bus-ed home ... hahas looks like tats all for today .. nothing much ..

hahas .. today was okay ... got back our bio paper we did ytd ... i was shocked wif wad i had received i actually passed my bio ... actually for paper 1 only but i really did it !! even thou it was low marks 57++ but i actually did it !! i can't believe tis !!! maybe i could really do this ... who knows ... i want to thank my bros and iz and other friends who changed me ... hahas .. i am so proud of myself .. i am gonna work harder to prove all others i could tis !! hahas .. after school was slacking in class for some time ... hahas was checking out my bros playing yugioh if thats how they spell it .. hahas .. after tat walked to cck wif iz and faz .. we did something really retarded .. we go 1 circle using the traffic light and we seriously feel retarded ... hahas .. was joking all the way ... talked about some serious matter .. and yeah hahas jokes too !! after tat bus-ed home ... hahas ... all i can say abt today is that i am some sort happy .. hahas ... anw to kim: cheer up yeahs ^^ u can tell me anything ^^ we are friends so i wuld be there for u :) trust me ^^

hahas lets have some of my personal things today yeahs ?? hahas ... firstly went school today at 6.40 .. ted board the same bus like me .. hahas .. so we went to school early .. after tat geog was okay .. then maths .. hahas i actually did paid attention when i am sitting infront .. hahas ... after tat phy .. teacher didn't came .. so mr tan came in and talk to us ... then recess ... went down to eat wif ngan and friends as all my others didn't want to go down .. hahas so yeahs we joked when we were having our lunch .. i LOVE HOTDOGS!!! hahas... ngan dun blame me .. they are NICEEE!! hahas .. after tat bio ... freaking sad larhs .. i failed the paper .. but i am gonna work hard i swear !! after tat school ended .. went out wif my 4b bros go teckwhye to get my bubbletea and then back to school as me and ngan decided to do our chem paper was disturbing the sec 1s .. hahas ... crap .. then mdm tan wanted to talk to me .. looks like alot of teacher wanted to talk to me .. but yeahs decided to tell her the truth as i really trusted her ... hahas .. i am seriously getting serious on my work alr ... no more joking ... i swear ... after tat chem lesson ... did practical .. hahas i did damn fast today .. me and htm was the first 2 that handed in our paper .. but then teacher return us .. hahas .. cannot blame fast people are like tis .. blehs !!! after tat went thru the paper then lesson ended .. decided to go out to rest but started thinking about things ... tried to forget but can't ... i'll still try .. but anw after tat ms lin wanted to talk to me .. hahas .. yeahs .. hahas so yeahs joked wif her abt work ... but yeahs .. i study becos i feel like .. she told me lots of things .. decided to think about it ... after tat walked out of school with kelvin ... decided to walk pass 2 bus stop as to accompany kelvin for awhile .. hahas ... juz wanted to talk to him yeahs ^^ .. hahas .. walked pass some funny things that i laugh my ass off .. but kelvin juz look at me wif those retarded eyes .. -,- .. wadever larhs .. grr ... anw after tat bus-ed home .. decided to call niko and joel as they wanted to meet me ... hahas ... so yeahs after my guitar i will meet them as i promised them .. hahas .. after guitar went home bathe and went to meet them .. hahas .. had our dinner and slacked awhile .. was joking with them .. hahas .. had fun ... i always have fun when i am around them .. hahas ... but yeah after tat joel decided to go home and niko too .. so yeahs i went home wif my neighbour and then we had some talk .. hahas .. hmm so for today yeahs .. its a nice day juz that the friend of mine is still ignoring me ... hahas ... i'll juz do the same for now .. i am tired of trying ... >.< or shuld i continue trying ?? i dunno ??... byee people !!

is those who were once important to u still as equally important to you ?? ask yourself ... is everyone of ur friend equally important to you ?? will u ever ignore him/her juz becos u think he/she ain't important anymore ?? would they stay as equally important to you as before no matter what happen ?? i always tot that this person was very very important to me ... i share my secrets to tis friend ... but tat "friend" of mine juz ignored me becos i have changed ?? is that fair to me ?? is it ?? i always tot that u were important ... but what you did was juz unexpected ... but i can never stop u frm doing it ... juz think about it ... am i still as important to you as how i used to be before i had changed ?? i dunno ?? maybe i am juz another person that u once knew but forgotten who i was ... and mybe i shuld treat you tis way and never ever think about the time we once had yeahs those when we used to hang out together?? i dunno ?? juz becos i have changed u no longer want to be my friend ?? but i dun really care what you think now ... i'm what i am .. like it or not ... since u dun really want to talk to me ... dun ever think i would even talk to you .. if thats what u want u would get it !!! oh sorry blog readers i got too emotionally ... but yeahs ... think about tis ... are friends important to you ?? or are you like tis friend of mine that i no longer know what he/she is thinking anymore ?? would u ever ignore you friend whenever they need you as u dun think they are important to you ?? are those people whom u "love" important but not ur friends ?? think about it yeahs ?? and to tis person whom i'm referring .. i noe everything that happened ... i juz need you to tell me what you really want .. just tell me everything and not lie .. is that hard ?? i'll be waiting ^^

fuck my parents larhs !!! i hate them ... keep on nagging !! fuck it man !!!

does anyone ever understand me i always ask myself ...
let me ask each and everyone of u ... do have a friend or anyone of urs that really understands you inside out ?? the answer shuld b NO !! no one can really understand another ... partly maybe .. but fully ?? i dun think so ... we are only human ... we are all different ... how can 1 human being understand another ?? do u ever tried to understand someone ?? is every selfish for their ownself ?? ask yourself .. have u ever tried to understand the person u hated the most ?? trying to understand why he/she did that thing that u hate ?? there is a reason behind every doing ... for me ... i wuld talk to the person and try to understand ... but does everyone do the same ?? ask urself truthfully ... did u ever TRIED to understand them ?? NO !!! thats the answer u shuld have ... if u really understand, he/she wuld nt be the person u hated ... we are living in the world of hatred as we never tried to understand another one's feeling and doing ... but for opening up ... wuld everyone open up and share what are they doing ?? NO !! we shuld never trust anyone and tell them fully how we feel .. somebelieve .. everyone is selfish for themselves ... what happens if u tell a person and next u made that person made and hate u .. wuld the person go around and tell ur secret ?? i dunno ?? some people may say 1 thing and do another ... i know of alot of people doing that .. they told u they wuld do this but in the end they are doing that ... so going back to the question ... does anyone really understand you inside out and willing to be there for u whenever u needed them ??

is there ever a right choice that u will make in life ?? i asked myself ...
have u guys ever thought of that ?? is there ever the wrong choice ?? for example ... quitting school ... some people may think that it is a wrong choice .. but have u ever tot that maybe u could find a job that pays u well after u quitted school ?? who knows ?? you cannot say if it is wrong or right in the start .. you shuld believe in urself and do what u think is "right"... its like being in a relationship ... you will never know if that guy is right for u in the start ... you must start a relationship with that guy and then get to understand him .. if u let him go .. maybe u lost someone who maybe u really like ?? who knows ... thats why in tis world there is no right or wrong choice ... juz believe in urself and do whatu think is better ... let me give u another example ... for example a mother giving birth to a baby ... she can choose to abort it when it was young ... but the mother is willing to take the choice to grow the baby up ... and take the risk of having a child that would bring shame to the family ... u wuld never know if the baby wuld grow up to be a good or a bad person .. you have to make the choice to aborting it or nt when it was in the womb .. which choice would u make ?? sacrificing all ur life juz to look after another life that wuld maybe bring shame to the family or to abort it and continue wif what are u doing now ??tats wad i feel larhs .. you shuld go wif ur heart and trust urself ...never look back .. so never say thats the right or wrong choice .. cos THERE IS NEVER A RIGHT CHOICE !!!

heys blog reader here's another question for u guys to think about yeahs ^^
is it ever too young to fall in love ... when wuld be the correct age to fall in love ?? what are we suppose to do when we are in love ?? is the feeling forever or is it juz something that would fade away after sometime ... i've been thinking abt tis too ... i always wonder if i'm really too young to fall in love ... when would i ever find my right girl ?? dun u guys ever think abt tis ?? when wuld u ever find ur right one .. when would u noe if u are in love ?? love is a very funny thing .. they may come and go .. for me .. i believe there isn't any love in tis world anymore .. i dunno ?? i think those love thing are juz lie .. we are human .. juz human .. how can we ever fall in love ?? we only have 1 heart .. it is for us to live wif .. there is a saying .. my heart beat for u .. eh please larh people !! ur heart only beat for u .. it can't beat for others .. dun u guys realised ?? u guys are really thinking too much .. there is no love in tis world .. dun u guys agree ?? i dunno .. am i in love or wad ?? i dunno ?? i really think i am juz too young .. and i have given up too much time thinking abt love .. love is juz a waste of time .. i seriously hate the word love !!!

here is another question to ask yourself ^^
which one is more important to u ??ur girlfriend/boyfriend or ur friends ... yes i know alot of ppl would say girlfriend /boyfriend ... but is it worth it ?? aren't friends equally important ?? i usually ask myself who would i choose .. a friend or a girlfriend ... once i tot girlfriend would be more important .. but i realized that friends are equally important as well ... i always ask myself ... If i have my girlfriend and my friend in trouble .. i am suppose to help someone ..who wuld i help ?? a person who i really love or someone that has been there thru thick and thin wif me .. have u ever thought of this before ?? there is no answer like i would help both .. u can only help 1 person .. who wuld that be ?? even for me ... i wuld nt know who to save .. girlfriend and friend ... it is really hard to choose ... is it better never to fall in love ?? never to love somebody ?? so u would have tis situation that u need to choose both .. but falling in love cannot be stopped .. i've been in love before .. i understand how does it feels .. but is there some medicine tat could stop me frm loving someone ?? is there ?? i dunno .. tis is still a big question that i am asking myself .. still confused still thinking ... so yeahs ^^ blog readers .. post ur comment on if ur stead or ur friend is more impt and which one would u choose ?? thxs

another big question i always ask myself ...
Will a true friend not care about u as he do not like the person u have became ?? this question is very hard to answer ... people usually say no matter what happen, they will still be there for you .. is it something that we human shuld believe in ?? will there be someone that is willing to die for you ?? or is everyone worried about their own life ?? i got lots of friend that is willing to do alot of things for me .. i know it .. but is there one that is willing to give up his/her life for me ?? i always ask myself if i am willing to die just to save another life .. i would never get an answer for it .. imagine you giving up ur life to save a person but in the end he would laugh at you calling you an idiot that gave up ur life .. this is not aiming at anyone or what .. it is juz a topic i decided to talk about .. there is a saying that is true .. good friends are hard to find .. some of the people would juz take advantage of you .. using you .. treating you like a toys .. trying to act like he/she really care about you .. but in the end he/she juz wanna cheat you .. lie to you ... it is hard to find friends tat you could tell a secret to ... anyway back to the topic .. will you ever neglect your friend if he needs help ?? would you ever give up ?? will you ever ignore a friend that changed alot ?? a friend that used to be kind and friendly becoming a unfriendly person ?? will you ever ignore tis person ?? becos he had changed .. is it fair to that person ?? gimme ur comments about if a person shuld ever ignore a friend who have totally changed in my tag .. thxs

a question i always wanted to ask ...
shuld a person ever lie to another friend ... to me .. a friend shuld never lie to another ... even thou it is a white lie or smth like tat ... i dun understand anything .. i know tat person would feel hurt when u tell him/her the truth .. but he would hurt more if he/her found out u have been lying to him/her .. dun u guys think so ?? i talked to my aunt .. she says a white lie is okays .. but i juz dun understand .. a white lie is still a lie ... no matter wad it is still a lie even vincent says tat a friend shuld never lie to another friend .. tats what i agreed .. he have the same thinkin as me .. hahas !!! yeahs so post ur comment about if a friend shuld ever lie to another ^^ takecares !!!

argh fuck !! i am juz plain stupid !! sorry kimberley ... sorry keh hui ... i broke the promise i had made to u guys .. and now i have to pay it in a hard way ... i'm seriously sorry .. nif and gang .. i am sorry tat i have changed so much .. i will try my best to change myself back .. dun rush me ... i'm trying to change yeahs !! thxs guys !!

talking about friend is a funny thing .. i am beginning to see who my real friend is .. those that dun care how u dress or how u look .. those that see right thru u and noe that u are good .. those that would always do things together with you .. thru thick and thin .. those that would be there for u no matter what .. those that cheer you up when u are down .. dun talk behind my back .. talking about how i dress .. how weird i look .. some teacher are juz plain fuckers !! i hang out wif my friends olso cannot ?? muz i hang out wif ppl who study ?? i totally hate it !! the more u say it the more i hate it !! u guys juz dun understand me !!! alot of things happened these few days .. i think i am beginning to find who i am really am inside .. the one that people hate .. i juz wanna to be unique .. different frm the others .. is there a standard on ow ur friend shuld dress him/herself ?? fucking lot of ppl juz ignored me becos of how i dress ?? u think i dunno ?? i dun give a fuck now !! tis teacher came towards me .. why aren't you wif ur 4A students .. instead you hangout wif all these funny people ... cb !! firstly dun ever say my friends are funny .. ESP MY BROTHERS !!! we fight together we die together !! thats all we noe !! i love these type of friends .. never run away frm u no matter wad happen .. dun care abt how u dress !!! thats what i hate abt ppl .. they have different thinking abt u when u dress differently .. but who cares !! its my life anyway ... thats all about my friends :) ... i am shocked of what happened today becos i dressed like tis starting to see things tat i would never thought happened ^^ ...

OMG today is juz plain fun fun fun !! hahaas .. first went to sch as usual .. after recess was fun !! hahas .. skipped chinese .. hahas !!! it is juz damn plain fun !! hahas no chinese so slacked somewhere in school !! hahas .. after tat teckwhye mark to get something b4 gg off to timah for some pool session wif 4b .. hahas .. we were juz having fun there .. miss all my shots .. hahas .. hit miss hit miss .. but who cares .. hahas i have good teammate .. hahas thxs theo !! anw after tat mac's wif ted bro .. decided to pon tat wad motivation talk thingy .. i totally hate it larhs .. i am motivated to fail my o lvl .. so yeahs no need anymore .. after slacking at mac's wif ted .. walked to the busstop .. hahas .. saw tis girl woot !! ted pls and thxs .. hahas .. after tat bus-ed home .. going to meet joel bro and niko after tat yeahs .. hahas .. i m sleepy ... but when i promise people things i would do !! hahas !! yeahs looks like tats all yeahs !! takecares readers !!

okays today was stupid .. planned to go sch .. woke up at 8 ... sleep again .. woke up at 9.30 becos ted bro call me !! hahas .. so chatted for awhile and decided to meet at 12 firz .. but becos of smth stupid i did .. changed to 11.30 .. so yeahs .. after tat went peninsula plaza wif ted bro .. hahas .. had fun in the bus yeahs !! .. after tat lunched at kfc as i totally hatted ljs .. so yeahs .. lunch-ed wif ted and his fren .. hahas he had super cool piercing .. i want it olso want it .. maybe after o lvl .. hahas .. after tat peninsula plaza we came .. hahas .. slacked there awhile wif ted while waiting for sat bro .. hahas .. after sat came , me and sat went to get our skinnies .. hahas .. damn cool white skinnies for sch .. hahas ! after tat red shirt .. i got a super cool zoo york shirt and sat get smth super cool too .. thxs to ted .. hahas .. after tat sat had to go off .. so me and ted went of to get MANGO ICE !! hahas .. damn fun there .. we got super high and ted bro did smth retarded ... hahas .. after tat went to slack again and then after tat train-ed back cck to meet cousin and sisters .. hahas .. met up wif peh in lot 1 .. hahas .. i love him >.< ... hahas .. after tat went to peninsula plaza again !! hahas .. cousin wanted to get skinnies .. so yaeh went there to get my red one .. hahas .. wah super cool .. after tat went to cousin house and slacked .. waited for daddy to come bring us home .. after tat i went to plaza to tep my white skinnies as it is tooo baggy .. i hate baggy pants .. TOTALLY !! ahas .. i will have a totally different white skinnies .. just u wait people !! hahas .. national day here i come .. i am gonna show off to the whole world wad royce will look like ... i totally like my new fashion ... who i am hates who i've been !! hahas ... after tat yeah walked home wif my sister .. hahas .. yeahs .. looks like tats all for the day .. hahas .. thxs ted bro .. sat bro .. ted's friend .. sat's friend ...cousin and sisters for the day yeahs !! hahas !! i want skinnies again .. ted and sat find 1 day we go peninsula plaza again !! hahas !!

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