hmm 14 nov is the last day i am counted as an antonian ... even thou i ain't one from the start ... i'm sorry antonians for being a jerk .. yeahs hate me say bad things about me .. it no longer hurt me no more ... i shall turn over a new leaf after 14 .. i'm really sorry .. sorry to those whom i chose to forget ... please i beg u guys just forget me too ... i'm a jerk and wad ever i wanna call me ... i'm not a nice person .. i did lots of bad things that i really wish to forget but will not forget ... so if u found out that i am not trying to contact you after 14 ... just forget me .. dun try to talk to me .. i'm sorry .. its a difficult decision for me .. i really want to stay as ur frens but i just can't ... dun ask me why ... so yeahs for those whom i really want to forget please ... i guess its time for us to say good bye .. just live it and accept it (: