fk them parents ...
what are parents to me ?? they are nothing .. juz a moving atm machine .. they got no feelings .. they are like strangers to me now .. yes even thou they watched me grow up for 16 fking years .. so wad ?? big fuck ?? parents no longer exists in royce's world ... hahas .. all i got are my frens and sisters and cousins .. and also brothers and tfk mates .. hahas .. to my parents ... Smoker=Royce ... it would never change .. so shuld i change myself so as to please them ?? making Smoker = Royce ?? hahas ... i dunno .. but then why shuld i care abt them ?? ahas .. no idea already ...
To parents:
If u guys no longer want me .. why dun u juz fking tell me .. i am really pissed off .. whats the point of having 2 person i called "parents" that do not understand me ?? ... not trusting me .. since u guys no longer trust me then why must u guys born me in the first place ?? why why why ?? making me suffer ?? is that what u guys want ?? If thats what u want tell me .. i would easily end my life and end all suffering ... wh why why why must u guys make me suffer ..
Lyrics:
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan? (Don't think so)And do you think
I'm wasting my time doing things
I wanna do?(Yes)
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you (I'm never good enuff)
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all (and i mean everything!!!)Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go backI'm sorry( I'm juz sorry)
I can't be perfect try not to think
About the pain I feel inside (no u dun even think about me !!)
Did you know you used to be my hero? (now u are no longer here when i need u)All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away (damn fking far!!!)
And it feels like you don't care anymore (do u once care??)
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight (i'm numb now)
And nothing's alright (everything i do is wrong to u !)
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect
