Stop and stare is what i can only do ...
I'll never have the courage to walk up
towards you and say hi, i'll never have
the chance to catch you looking at my way
anymore ...

As we exchanged look today, I notice something...
The way you look at me is no longer the same ...
The fireworks that were once in your eyes are
no longer there .... The smile that i always wanted
from you were no longer on your face ....
The girl i thought you used to be .. Is no
longer her ... Is it me that is changing ..
Or is it you that have changed ... Why is it
that when i look up at the sky, I always think
about the last time we both exchanged our smiles...
No matter how far you may go girl, you may always
count on me as i'll always be just a phonecall away from
you ..

How does it feel when someone told you that
he would wait for you to return ...
When you were rushing to the place to meet
him, he just simply drove off ... FUCK IT LARHS !!!
I was running all the way there and when i'm
like another 5 minutes to the place you simply
drove off ... who the fuck you think you are ..
I'm fucking pissed off with you right now ...
FUCK YOU KNNPCB

As time slowly passed,
i sat right there, deep in thoughts ...
How is this possible i told myself ...
Time slowly ticked away ...
I looked at my watch .. It was just another
10 minutes to freedom ... But the main
thing was the question i need to solve ..
I still got no idea why it is possible ...
TING !!! it was the time everyone
felt free of stress ... But me ...
It was not possible for those 2
to add up to become that ... I slowly
walked to the place of peace ... Suddenly
POP ! It came to me .. Somethings that are
impossible is possible .. The question that
was stucked on my head of weeks is solved ..

Gosh .. T.F.K have not been meeting up
recently .. Well i guess they are really busy
and well we in different places now ...
Different group of ppl we are hanging out now
Well all becos of studying ...
"Friends forever" we once promised ...
"Stay contacted" we once swore ...
Renting a house together next time
just for weekends gaming when we
are working, we once told each others...
Well lets just hope no one had forgotten
all these that we've said and yeahs ..
T.F.K :D

I walked pass you laughing with my friends,
You walked pass me laughing with your friends.
I didn't looked up at you and you didn't too.
I acted like i never once liked you ...
You acted like you never once know me
You shuld know it hurt inside
how i acted like you didn't exist .
But you didn't really care i think ..
Cause i'm just another guy
whom u met with 10000 times .
I don't really know you and
you don't really know me too...
But the smile you wear on your face
everytime you laughed , it would be kept
somewhere close to my heart ..
The last goodbye you said to me,
it would always be floating in my memories..

Firstly i want to thank mr IAN :D
for getting the pink cup for me :D
XIE XIE you woots woots !!!
PINK PINK !!! my fav !!!
and lastly ..
ROYCE ROCKS :DDD

I look you in the eyes, u looked back at me

I smiled at you and you smiled back at me

Thats what we did ever since i first met you...

I still remember the first time i saw you..

You looked like you were calling out to me

Telling me that by being with you,

all my sorrows would be gone ...

I trusted that calling and went for it ...

The truth is that , the calling wasn't for me,

but for somebody else ...

I remembered the first smile you gave to me.

It came right from the bottom of your heart.

I've fallen for you again ...

This time i planned to get closer to you ...

But the closer i got, the further you went...

Now even a goodbye is hard to say ..





You left me with letters that are Un-written ..

Letters that were meant to be for you...

Things that came right from the

bottom of my heart ...

Something i wished you to have..

But never did i wrote it down ...

You left me with Un-finished songs ...

Songs that i've always wanted to sing

sing them all to you ...

With musics that would put you to sleep

musics that cheers you up when you're down

Lastly, you left me with a broken heart ...

When i saw you walked away ..

With another guy in your mind

Labels: Letters left un-written, Songs left un-finished

OH NO !!! here she goes .. she's killin me :D
I can't say no .. can't believe she's killin' me
teasing me again :D

.. woots wang is done :D

hmm okays .. school was BORING !!!
darn it larhs .. 3 hrs of programming..
i juz hate that lesson .. hahas ...
well after school went home and played cs ..
decided to ton at ted's hse as its been a long
time since we last met up .. reached there at around 9pm
saw eunice there :D .. hahas long time since i met
her up too .. well after tat was just gaming and
more gaming .. dota keep getting ownt and stuff ..
but we were having fun .. after tat we ordered macs ..
complained abt the fries and get another 3 free fries ..
nt bad huh ?? hahas .. after tat l4d and cs .. well everyone
was damn high tat time .. wilson was feeling kinda bad and
thus he went over to sleep .. the rest of us who are awake
get to drink .. :D ..

me drinking some retarded mixed drink .. .. lost to ted in the game of 5,10,15,20

Ted dead after drink vodka+xo .. hahas ...

well after tat ted went to play guitar hero .. and then we all went to sleep ..

really cnt stand it .. damn tired after drinking .. we were all high ..

laughing non-stop for no reason .. HAHAS !!!!

woots lets do that some other time again yeah ted !!! :D

oh gosh ... finally weekends are here ...
well time to catch up on stuff that i've not
been paying attention with .. MY WORKS !!!
gosh ... hahas ... well girls in nyp are named:D
for example, there are jacketgirl, mac girl,
birthday girl, green shirt girl and alot of others too
.. hahas .. and yes they are all hot .. JISIANG THINKS
THAT THE GREENSHIRT GIRL IS HOT !!!! woots .. okays
i'm so gonna get him mad right now .. bubbies :D

okays lets start my posting by thanking some people
- Jisiang ( for getting the domo for me !! TY !!! )
- Clarence ( for u noe wad :> hahas )

hmm .. and also ... kimmura and weeong ... can u please
please please stop bullying my domo .. its been tortured !!
.. and well the reason why i was emo today wasn't any of
u guys fault .. i was pretty moody today ... moodswing i
think ...

well today lecture was okay arhs ... hahas .. went to school
early 0.o .. saw sati on bus and had a great talk :> !!!
after lecture i was becoming moody ... well guess its juz
becos of the song i'm thinking arhs .. hehes ... after tat
the whole day was okays ... hahas .. choir was last and it was
smth i really enjoyed :> .. hees (: ..

well lets end this post with smth i really wanna say ..
i think people that pokes their nose into other ppl
stuff are just fucktards .. they shuld like fuck themselves
upside down inside out in out up down left right hard and painful
idk .. i tink people shuld really just fuck themselve if they think
they got SOOOO much time to come poking their nose into smth ...
serious man ... if its not smth u are asked to do ..
why fucking go do ?? u think ur're helping that person ??? serious
FUCK URSELF ... did i say anything about you ?? did i even
fucking tell any secrets of urs to others ?? no right ??
why fucking say mine ?? acting smart ?? if i were to tell urs
wuld u be happy ?? ka ni na bu pua chee bai ...
puki mak kau busok ... koneck kau dam hitam ..
knn serious arhs .. i tot i trusted u with the secret of mine ..
why fucking tell .. now everything is gone .. fuck urself .. serious
FUCK URSELF !!! i'm not saying this fucking right infront of u
becos i gave u face .. ur fuck face .. i'm just scared u can't
take whad i'm gonna fucking shoot infront of ur face ..
u fucking dunno me and so just dun fucking poke ur nose into my
fking stuffs .. piss me off 1 more time .. i'll make sure
ur hand wuld fucking go up ur arse hole and come out from ur mouth ..
i make sure it wuld happen and when ur're begging me for mercy ..
i'll just ask u to fuck urself ... i'm not always liddat until
someone really piss me off ... and yeahhs its just tat fucking
dog tat really pissed me off .. I'LL MAKE U FUCK URSELF DOGGIESTYLE
idk how much i make sure u will do it if u pissed me off one more
time ...

i think this guy is sick!!!!
SOMEONE TEACH ME BEATBOXING PLZ !!!



this guy is cute !!!




Another vid i watched today that made me laugh (:
CHEEROS!!

i think this guy is sick!!!!
SOMEONE TEACH ME BEATBOXING PLZ !!!

a little something we did when we were bored :>


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GETTING REAL BORED OF GOING TO SCHOOL ALREADY !!!
shucks .. how i wished T.F.K we all in a same class..
so i wuld never feel this way ... yeahhs my classmates are wonderful people !!
but i still miss the old ones :> .. arghhh ... well anyway here's a dirty little
secret of mine ... this girl frm my lecture class caught my attention
yeah yeah .. even thou she looks older than me and stuff liddat ...
but well .. her smile really caught my attention .. well .. i know u caught
me looking at your way ... :> well cannot post any more .. or else i wuld be
made fun of in school :> hahas .. BUBBIEs !!!!

Some Softtoys porn to start off the post (:



T.F.K(:

Okays pictures we took today .. basically its our antonian's

outing today and well did made it .. tot i wuld like fall asleep

hahas .. well had a great day today :>