just woke up from a dream that i've always
hope that it was a reality... you calling me up,
chatting on the phone with me again, telling
me that there's smth wrong between us, i'll
tell u to forget about now and go back into the past,
the time where we would chat about anystuff...
It all seems real in my dream... we could talk
on the phone for hrs and stuff ... Its like we're
in love again ... nothing seems to be stopping us
then, everything was too perfect that i knew it
couldn't happen to me ... so i slapped myself,
forcing myself to wake up, know that by doing
this, i would be able to face reality... so my eyes
slowly but un-willingly opened ... every time
it moves, i wanted to go back into the dream
again, knowing that that is the place where my
i have always hoped to be in... I took up my
courage, force my both eyes to open...
and now, i'm alone,wide awake in my room,
i decided to log on into facebook to look at you,
knowing that that is the place where i can only
see you..
People always say that dream and reality, they
ain't the same ... They are opposite of each other...
as for this dream of mine, i really wished that the
saying isn't true... i really wished that someday,
we would return to the good old days...

KJ,this is all about you... I really hoped that you'll
read this and know how much i've fallen for you
hoping that one day... just 1 day u'll call up,
or even sms up asking me how am i and stuff...
Its been a hell lot of stress without you... I can't
help but dream about you all day... hoping that 1 day,
something nice would happen...
i love you....

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