Shall give a long post for today;D
recently there is this event that well ??
as i've heard .. i ruined it by informing
everyone late ... well everyone knows
there's this event thou , its on fb but
now it has became my fault not informing
them all before hand .. idk
but if u need someone to blame,
blame me .. i had enough of all these shit kinda
stuff that has been happening ..
love it, live it, leave it ...
i used to love being with you guys.
i once lived for u guys .
is it time for me to leave you guys ?
I'm not blaming anyone ...
those who really make up the time just for that day
thanks .. those that can't and got really more impt
stuff to take care of ( you know who u are )
i was not even blaming you ... i know u have
ur stuff .. i didn't cancel the whole thing
becos you can't ... It all comes to show 1 thing
its never easy to stay as close as we are to
when we're in the same school ...
I guess i'm just a failure in organising
activity and stuff ... well its time for me to
stay back and let u guys take over my place ..
time for me to step down and just fade ...
I took out my activity just for that day ...
My gym, my jamming, hanging out with friends
just for it and its still a let down ...
Sometimes i think i'm being too forgiving,
Its becos i want to please everyone that i
don't say stuff out .. causing me being used

Lesson learnt:
Its always a problem when people gives
"maybe" for an answer .. Its never easy when
everyone ain't giving any answer ...
Is it that hard to even say a "No" if u really can't
go ?? idk ..

This just won't seem right to me
I close my eyes and beg for peace
-Mayday parade

Hey girl, i wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, i wanna drift away with you
-Click5

emotions runs wild