YES I AM NOT THE PERFECT LITTLE BOY ANYMORE !!!
i tried so hard to be the kid u guys always wanted .. but eveytime i tried .. you guys would just piss me off .. is it so hard for u guys not to care abt me ?? can u guys FUCK OFF !! and i mean it .. wish that i was never born .. yes i am immperfect . i smoked i fought i got caught by the police .. so ?? i stopped already ... just to be that perfect little boy .. but it was never enuff for u guys .. so whads the point of trying now .. why quit smoking now ?? dun tell me its bad for health ... as i dun gib a fking damn to it now ... it doesn't matter to me anyway .. sniff glue and stuff are things i told myself not to do .. its all just to be that perfect little boy .. is it worth it ?? NO !!! HELL NO !!!! i'm always a burden to u guys ..so just leave me alone now ... kill me i dun care .. everyone says the safest place is ur home .. but where is my home ?? i dun belong here no more ... u guys say u guys noe me .. so tell me .. whads the 1 thing that i wanted the most .. the 1 thing i wanted the most is u guys to understand me .. but it would nv happened .. whad i am now is all becos of u guys ... u guys force me into doing all these stuff .. so whad .. i talk back to u .. u need to throw my phone ?? all my frens do that and never even got scolded .. its unfair !!! FKING UNFAIR !!!! u guys always compare me to those people who ae good .. u guys never praise me for anything i done now .. i hear no praises ... all i heard is complains ... why am i doing this and that .. i am young !!! i do not noe much stuff ... instead of teaching me .. u guys scolded me .. i always tot u guys understand whad am i thinking abt after the last inncidient .. but looks like u guys never changed at all ... still coming into my life .. looks like life is just unfair ..

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